hi?? anyone here... i guess onli mi yay! n my doggy... aiyA! she's aslp liao.. ok.. let mi start yay! there's many things tt happen this week.. i guess.. jus lotz.. jus don wana say also.. den got to slp late all week yay! den got a camp tml... church camp.. wHAHaa.. heard its gonna b fun... tts great... bt den .... i will get so tired... u know.. haiz... n all i will b so dead wif/o a hp... goSh! bt got mp3.. tts better i guess... n tt thingy thingy... is on... so if its seens i will peng ar... den die le..whHAHhaa.. i donno la.. aiyo! things jus keep happen yay! wish all the best to everyone during their holidays... n mizz mi when im not around le..wHAHhaa.. i will b v *honoured de* whHAHa.. n i feel honoured u too also muz honoured le.. coz.. v rare im honoured de lo..ok.. im jus being lame.. n im off topic le.. forget it.. im also nv rite..  to all... rem this.. *u nv win, bt u also didn lose* so keep trying... don give up! we can do it together yay! love u all... -PeaCe- ciAoz.. last *huGgieS* to all.. n *muAck* im jus being mad now.. woOooOOOHoOoOOOoo.. unknown reason for my siao mood.. sori... i know.. we were nv meant to b... =''(

haiz...i know there is more sad things happening in this world den mi... bt now im the one.. who is under it... which i cannot help myself out... will i still find my true love... n will she love mi back...reali? to love is nth.. to b love is something n to love n b love is everything.. den now i did nth.. NTH...nth can change now.. n i guess mayb she don have any feel for mi too... so wat if im gd.. im anything... im jus useless in this world.. i jus give everyone anger n sadness... n mi myself is in so much pain... n im not at gd as ppl.. i try.. bt for wat... ppl jus don give a damn.. i reali wish.. will nv known each other.. becoz.. mayb i gave u lotz of pain.. n bring problems to u... haiz...n mi myself.. will nv get the one.. i like or love.. so can i try to change now.. myself... wtf... ppl die huh! Ha~ i can't stop thinking.. i nv wan to regret... im jus wan to do more thing to stop mi from thinking or crying... im jus toopid i know.. to cry...haiz... bt tts the onli thing i wan to do... mayb u r the onli one.. tt i every got my heart for huh! n i also asked ppl. wat to say.. the truth they say.. so shall i... i wanted bt u wasn't there to listen.. i was jus toking to the wall all along... bt if i nv say... n hind it... till the day i said it.. it may b too late.. u might not have any feel for mi already.. so now i say... bt den.. wat can u do.. u say... haiz... was it meant for u not to b mine.. or is jus im a loser... im not gd as her... was it true.. i guess so.. its the best way of saying it... n i guess after see u will cry.. bt den.. i wish.. its the last u cry for mi... i reali feel tt.. i can't live wif/o u... bt having u i m scare im not the best... so.. mayb u r hapi im hapi? i guess i still haven got over it... will i have a chance.. or will i not.. coz u n her.. can last... i reali donno how u feel abt this.. bt its hurting mi badly... i will try to get over? when will tt day b... i guess u can do nth now... u n her.. is the best i guess... as ppl say u r chio.. n she is the lucky one.. or izzit.. u r the lucky one who got her... reali? i guess i was facing so much till now.. i got to say it out...im sori.. reali... i got nth now... i nv even win myself.. so i can't win her... mayb we should go our our path... n will u have a hapi ending wif her... n till den.. i might forget u.. bt still u will still b in my heart... wat m i to do now.. to forget or wat... nobody is there to help... jus tt.. all the best for u...

im in pain.. anybody know tt... y in the world is happening.. i nv meant to b here.. being here.. knowing anyone.. i reali can't take it.. izzit.. reali im in so much pain alreaady so.. now.. im blowing up... jus like this.. haiz... f*ck!

hahaa... i come back this blog update le..  yeAh! aiYo! in a mess now adays... haiz.... wat to do.. u will nv understand de...n got to know some kc gurls... yupZ... hhehee.. den this guy... hehee... aiyA! also donno le... i jus finish my exam... n went to play bball.. all those... hehee... n got nth much to add le.. hehee..hao lo! gOd blesS yAy.... BuaI...

i lose my hp again... when i habe my chinese sa... chinese SUX... arGh! who's the one so bu xiang.... arGh! jkjk la... god will know wat to do... its not for my to judge... =) i have been going down to lao ti feng more often le... or may i say... we... hehee.. tok n tok ba... den play... n go siao.. when im around..hahaa... n i nv tok for ch for 2 days le... =( donno wat she's doing... i think she should b slping by now...;) nvm~! so sian... n have to study for sci n lit for tml... haiz... wat to do... sci le... lit le... haiz... hao ba.. mi go study le... ciaOz...

hi? here to update for ytd... aiya... also donno how to say le..haiz..it's the song.. or jus too much thinking... n all... den cry... haiz... say le also sad... lets not say ytd... come back to today... normal lesson today.. n tml still have to go sch for chi sa...haiz... i will surely fail... go also no use...hehee.. den after sch go lot 1... eat.. den go home.. saw a bunk wif her stead... guess the age... 20 plus sia.. den the bunk beast so small... bt the voice act guy..hhehee.. *like mi*aiya donno la.. den go home le.. change all those.. go lao ti feng meet shan there all..den tok.. den go market there lo... den i shan wan go cut hair.. i go cut first la.. den go back her mother shop.. aks.. den she kana scold lo... like also say to mi...haiz..den shan eyes red... coz her mother scold like siao.. den shan ask us go first... den we go hp shop.. wait.. went she go le.. we go find.. i call her.. bt her fone wif mi.. den she call... i think use pay phone..den her mother also wan find her... bt didn lo.. her mother so angry sia...haiz... scold her again n again.. i guess shan cannot take it.. n she so angry...den throw her hp on the floor... so hard sia....haiz.. donno la... mi go bath le.. later update again ba...bye..